today is my day

lubang 3bijik kat cake adalah jasa en rosmadi omar

yang x bagi saya tiup lilin.. tp xde plk reason knape..

so pasrah je la..

today is my birthday and im crying in the middle of the night.
crying and thinking about myself being alone in my birthday.
it supposed to be the best day for me.
i am 21 now and i deserve better.

he told me that i was being selfish.
just thinking about me but not him.
i knew he did think to cheer me up on my birthday.
but being considerable and understanding girlfriend, i just wish him to post me a card shown he really care about me.
but he couldnt grant that little wish just because hes busy!

i put aside my hurt feeling just to make sure that u know i was sacrificing my feeling just for your success.
i was okay for u neglected me the whole 3months.
but i was not ok if u neglect me on my birthday!
i was not ok u are not around me on my birthday!
i was not ok we are having fight on my birthday!
i was not ok when we accused me having another guy besides u!
i was not ok when u didnt trust me!
i was not ok if u dont miss me.
it was all because i miss u alot.

and i am the lonely girl on my birthday.

note: thanx all for the wishes, especially umie n family for surprising me with the party.. kakak sgt2 syg isteri dan anak2 rosmadi.. owh, rosmadi juge! =D tanpa kalian hidup ini takde mkne.. langsung!