luahan

kisah bermula pada satu malam masa sy terjaga dari tdo. dahaga yg terasa di tekak ni mbuat kn aku tekad bangon dr tdo yg nyenyak utk mneguk sdikit air. kuar je dr bilik aku nmpk lmpu ruang tamu tak light off lg. dgn penuh tanggongjawab saya pon nk la pegi tutup lampu tu. nk dijadikan cerita, saya sgt terkejut bile tpandang someone tgh sembang2 dgn abg ipar aku. dlm hati ku terdetik "sape plk yg dtg umh mlm2 buta ni. boleh tahan hensem" hehe. saya sgt la kaget sbnr nye. mana tak nye, rmbut tgh kusut masai bru bgn tdo ttbe tpandang tetamu hensem yg dtg btandang kt umh tgh2 mlm. sgt selekeh sy on dat time! *malu*

pagi yg hening aku mulakan dgn senyuman. yes! hari ni aku nk ambek lesen. aku pon gerak la ke BITARA ngn abg ipar aku yg kebetulan xde lesen lagi nk amek same2 ngn aku. waiting for my turn, aku lepak la sorg2 tgk org  bljr motor. abg ipar aku hilang nth ke mana. ttbe ade sorg lelaki ni tegor aku. "sorang ke?" haiii die nmpk aku tgh sembang ngn hantu ke? adeh! parah tol laki ni. aku cm biasa la dgn sombong je buat bodo cm xdgr hape. ttbe abg ipar aku pon mnampakkn muka nye yg x hensem tu. geram! hilang tanpa berita bru skg nk ade. dan plk dgn slamber nye ajk aku mkn ngn laki yg tegor aku tu. oh kwn die rupanye. cess!

bile da siap lepak2 tu, lelaki tu pon nk blk. aku sgt la lega so that xpayah la rase kekok kn asyik ditenung je ngn mamat tuh. sgt xselesa. mne la taw tanpa sedar ade taik idong tergantung ke, taik mata tak tersapu ke. haihh gile je sume tuh hikhik.

masa berlalu.. mamat tu blh dikatakn tiap2 hari dtg umh nenek aku. well, dulu aku selalu lepak umah tok wan bfore die pindah. so abg ipar aku pon ade la skli. klu die dtg, mesti keje die asek pandang je aku. sgt la rimas!

then satu hari, i got a text saying "hye, boleh bkenalan?". fyi, its so annoying when u texted somebody by saying dat words. the answer for sure is HELL, NO! bile saya xreply msg tu, die pon kol and saying it was him nk he wanted to know me better. ok fine. xsalahkn klu nk bkawan?

hari berlalu... each day he called me before i went to bed. we had lots of talking. even when he was about to play soccer, he called me for told me so. at that time i felt awkward. well, im not ur gf for u to tell me everything u wanna do kn. but it doesnt mind. layann je la kan..

then comes a night he proposed me to be his gf. he said he likes me. he said he wanted to be with me. it was out of sudden. and of couse i rejected the offer since i was somebody's gf! i told him i prefer FRIEND than a word GIRL in front of that. he accepted it calmly.

days passed by. he continuesly  caring for me. be with me when my life was up and even down. it has been 2years since i knew him and be a friend to him. one day, he went to see me at uniten. we hang out together, eat, laugh together with friends of mine. at the end of the day, he again propose me. and gain i rejected.

at last, when its about 3 years i knew him, i accepted him to be my soulmate, my BOYFRIEND to be exact. now, we are having a sweet love life together.

awak.. terima kasih sbb selalu ade ngn saya. selalu temankan saya. xpernah awak tinggalkn saya walaupun da byk kali saya luka kan awk.. i am so sorry.. awak terlalu baik utk saya.. awk da byk sgt berkorban utk saya.. tiap2 malam for the past 5 years i know u, awak xpernah miss nk kol saya before saya tdo. dlu awak x kn hang up selagi saya x tdo. walau mengantok macam mne pon awak x kn tdo before saya. saya igt lagi awk pernah cakap, mne boleh solehin tdo sebelum amirah tdo. that is so sweet of u. skg kita da ade tanggogjawab masing2. walau sebusy mne pon awak, awk akn tetap kol or text saya saying dat u miss me. it is so sweet of u.

saya xpernah sangka saya akan sayang awk mcm ni. saya selalu je marah2 awak, tengking2 awak tapi awk selalu je sabar. awk xpernah cuba nk tengking saya. awk cakap awk terlalu sayangkn saya sampai awk tak snggup nk guriskn hati saya walaupon sedikit.

skg pon awk sllu temankn saya tdo. awk akn baca kn doa tdo kt saya sbb sy ni pelupa. awk akn suh saya gosok gg nk basuh kaki smpi skg ni da jadi habit plk saya buat sume tu.

awk.. terima kasih byk2 sbb awk sudi terima diri saya seadanya. saya selalu doa agar hubungan kita ni diredhai smpi ke jinjang pelamin. umie dan abah pon da restu hubungan kita ni. awk doa ye smoga awk jodoh saya. sbb saya da syg awk spenuh hati saya. walaupon saya tak pernah tunjuk tp saya nk awk tahu yg saya memang sayangkn awk. saya tak pandai nk bermadah, saya tak romantik, saya tak pandai ambik hati awk, saya tak pandai nk layan awk, saya tak pandai nk tunjukkan sayang saya kat awk tp saya nk awk tahu.. sume tu sbb saya takot awk terlalu selesa ngn saya sampai awk terfikir nk cari laen. maafkn sy sbb sangka buruk kt awk tapi saya tak sanggop nk hilang awak lagi.

selama 5tahun kite kenal, saya nk awk tahu deep down inside my heart, u are the one and always be..for the future ahead, i'll love as much as i love u now and forever.

note: oh sayang!