oh friends

im crying myself out when i'm thinking about friends around me now. i love them but how much they love me? how could they be so sellfish. no word can describe how i feel right now. its hard to find one real bestfriend right? i really misz those moments with ei8th. even we lived in hostel, no cars, no great hang-out places, no malls, no shopping, no movies but we had lots n much fun. do u remember we were hiding on the hill while room inspection were held? we were dancing, singing and laughing like nothing in this world can separate us. on morning weekend, we surely went to the teletubbies field playing with the dew on the spider's web. we were running and chasing each other. we sat there and talked and laughed about dreams. when the night arrived, we went to KOOP to buy ice creams and we sat under a gazebo. and again we talked about boys, teachers, wardens and schoolmates. gossiping, teasing, and laughing again n again. do u guys still remember the moment that we dance under the spotlight? do u flashed the moment i felt when we were dancing? its hurt, but we laughed because we know the pain will b a cure in the moment such the way i feel right now. that was the incredible moment of my life. when i was sicked, u guys took a realy good care on me like a mother's care till i dont even mention to go home because i already have a great touched of friends. i know i'll never meet that moment again. but u guys will always remain in my heart. its uncountable how much i laughed, cried and hugged u guys. i misz u all! but  here, i dont who to call friend? they never really care bout me. but when they need me, thats the time they are friends to me. when i need them, they gone, invisible. i dont know how could they splash out just like that. i cried because i misz all the moments i spend with u guys. the video above i dedicate specially for ei8th. 

note: the way u used to make me fell will always remain the same. no more great friends i could compare with u guys. i love ei8th damn much!