life' anew!

im back from hibernation! its not dat i forgot the blog. it just lack of time to update it. plus i was having 3 weeks holiday and of cz when its a matter of internet, i'll b away when i was at home. connection lembab!
well holiday was ok. nothing special. first week of holiday, just lepak2 rumah, tolong catering umie, buat kek, jadi driver bal bla bla. second weeks onwards, temankan arwah ayah long kt hospital bergilir-gilir ngn umie and mak long and also abang na. tp bukan semuanya dapat kita rancang.

tengku mazlan. its a name i'll never forget. innalillah. Allah lebih sayangkn ayah long. seksa yg ditanggung selama lebih 15 tahun berakhir kini. jam 11.40 malam hari ahad 28 november 2010, beliau menghembuskan nafasnya terakhir. diri yang baru shj tiba di uniten segera pulang kembali ke terengganu utk  menatap wajah bapa saudara yang plg aku syg. jenazah yg kelihatan tenang seperti sedang tidur mirip arwah bapa nya. segala jasa yang dicurahkan pada ku sampai mati xkan ku lupa kan. cita-cita nya ingin aku menjadi seorng doktor insyaAllah aku cuba tunaikan. even its not a kind of doctor he meant. semoga roh ayah long ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yang beriman.

uniten. third year second sem sudaa! dugaan nya pula makin btambah. jawatan yg disandang kini makin mggila kn diri. tapi tanggungjawab yang diamanahi takkan dibiarkan. its an honour to fulfill it! moga sem ni lagi bermakna dr sem2 lalu. amin!

guests. tanpa disangka MT MPP nk dtg rumah! itu mmg out of my mind. i never expect that thing would happen. well, i can consider if it was e'ein or anis or zati or dorg2 la. its an honour ok! well, it was really fun. i never thought dat they could make my life excting like this. hee sory if im so being honest. its just i really have fun with u guys. thanx nano, mahlill, ijam n farez cz sudi bertandang ke rumah kami yang x seberapa. but i have i have a little curriossity with abah's behaviour. he was so friendly to them. siap ajk tdo umh lagi and mengaku directly they are his host chils! itu sgt pelik ok! dat was  very unexpected. maybe he was glad because im having well-behaved friends. thanx guys for having my dad's trustness! and plz come here again.

dia. masih blom dapat memahami tanggungjawab diri ini. belom dapat menerokai dunia ku. belom dapat menyelami sudut dalam hati ni. dia cuma mampu melahirkan rasa cinta tanpa memahami apa ertinya.

kami. takkan mungkin bertahan. tanpa percaya. tanpa memahami. tanpa tanggungjawab. penuh curiga. penuh kecewa. dia, jauh. sgt jauh. dan mungkin menghilang.

note: hati berbunga. walaupun tanpa dia.